illusion is hope born from fear

Well, autumn's finally hit for real. The end of the week was rainy and dismal, but now the sun has come out and it's gorgeous outside, if a bit chilly. The trees are turning and everything is lovely.

The preparations for Halloween have begun. A few years ago it was Christmas that I loved, there was something special about that season. Maybe it was law school finals, maybe it was family obligations, who knows, but now I enjoy Halloween much more. It's one night of the year when I get to dress up, have fun, and pretend that I'm someone/thing else. Plus there's treats. Everybody loves treats.

In sadder news, we've had a loss here at FGC. Papa Bear, dodger_sister's cat, passed away this week. He was old and sick but it still hurts that he's not here anymore. He could be an old curmudgeon but he was also the first one to try to take care of you when you were down. He raised abandoned kittens and when he loved he loved with his whole heart. He was a good cat and he is definitely missed.

*fans face* Now I'm all teary eyed. Have some music while I pull myself back together.

Mumford & Sons - Awake My Soul